Theta Prime: Life less frightening

Life less frightening

Stamped: 12:37 PM

I had a dream the other night. I was falling, I don't know I got up into the air, all I know is that I was falling toward the Earth at an alarming rate. For the first bit I was frantic, trying to find a way to slow myself down, to stop falling. I had no parachute, there were no clouds to grab on to, there was nothing I could do. The rest of the dream was acceptance. It was very hard to do, but I had to accept my imminent death. It was the worst feeling in the world, knowing I was going to die and not able to do anything about it. I just watched the ground come closer and closer. But I wasn't alone, there was a girl beside me, I didn't see her face, but we were falling together, there was a point when we held onto one another, both in a frantic state, but then we just fell. I don't know what happened after the falling. I wonder what that dream means...

I saw that smile on your face

I just now watched the movie Click, and I have to say I loved it. The movie itself wasn't great, but the underlying message was. It was man's struggle against his own greed, he watched his empire crumble, and he couldn't stop it. I will admit that I actually cried in this movie. For a man to cry, is very, very immasculating, it's not a thing that we will admit often, I probably cry a total of twice a year, if that. But there was a point in the movie that I felt I could relate to, I barely understand it though. He made decisions, that seemed right at the time, but when he saw later what he had done, and what he was doing, he hated himself. Crying, in itself feels great, it didn't last long, but once I had started I really didn't want to stop. I wanted to be five years old again, when I could cry about everything, and it was acceptable. It was short, but it was very relieving, with every tear left alot of stress, a whole weight was sort of lifted off my shoulders.

What can I do to make you love me

Deviation of the day