Current Mood: Good...coffee...oh dear God coffee.
Current Song: The Walking Dead - Dropkick Murphys

Fake smiles everywhere I look lately. It's hard to find the place between being something your not, and being annoyingly depressing. On one hand you could express and show your feeilings, but if it bothers your friends they might get a tad pissed off at you. But if you put on a mask all the time, you might become afraid to be yourself.

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So everyone I work with smokes pot, or atleast 90% of them. Today my buddy calls me to the change room and shows me two hundred dollars worth of it, I just laugh at it and play along. That's all I ever do really. They're all very determined to get me to do it, I tell them that I probably will at one point, just to venture into the unknown. I'm not worried about it, I don't have an addictive personality. I dont have anything against marijuana, I just don't like the idea of it. You don't lose all your decision making, but it is definitely different. Last week someone I worked with jumped off the top of our building when he was stoned. But I believe that everything on this planet has a purpose, even though we know that is has medical purposes. Anyways, I would put that before alchohol anyday. Pot doesn't cause anger of violence, its more of a relaxer.

Anywho, thats just a what if thing. I still want to try smoking mint...yes, take the time to laugh. I know it sounds dumb, but I still want to try it. I could imagine it clearing my sinuses heh.

I don't know what to say. I would love for this blog to be really profound, but I know that my profound moments only come once in a blue moon, and this fills one of the many many voids in my life, so I can't sacrifice it yet. I got paid today, so I figure I'll buy a camera, I want a nice one, but nothihng crazy pricey. Then maybe I'll get some photos going. Speaking of which, my cousin (who I am leaving to go see this weekend) takes great photos, you should check her out.